I hate school. It is stupid and boring. I hate doing experiments that were not designed by me. I hate working on a project that was not designed out of my own imagination and desire to truly learn about the molecules around me. I am just doing some experiments that I was told to do. I hate my project and I hate L36 with a passion. I sometimes wish I were dead.

Tonight I went to Heidi's third bridal shower. I actually enjoyed it very much. Her future mother-in-law was surprisingly pleasant and sweet to me, which made me feel very happy. The food was delicious but I only ate one small plate and the cake was gorgeous but I also only ate a small piece and felt very proud of myself. But then on the way out the door Heidi's future mother-in-law handed me a huge piece of cake to take home and I took it and I put it in my car on the passenger seat and started picking at it and then when I got home I had one enchilada and beans and a few potatoes and then some Munchos.

My life is lame.