Thursday, September 28, 2006

I am in so much pain right now. My dad is usually mad at me. He is mad at me about 25 out of 30 days of the month. This time he is mad at me because I keep coming home from school extremely late. Today I got home kind of early and so I went into the house and the door to his bedroom was shut (which is what he does when he is mad at me - he ignores me whenever he is mad at me). I opened it and he was sleeping so I left the door open a crack because I didn't want to wake him up. Anyway I went upstairs and a few minutes later I guess he woke up and he saw that I had come home and that his door was slightly open, and he slammed it shut and locked it (I could hear the twisting of the lock). Whenever he is not mad at me, he never shuts his door. But he is mad at me most of the time. So he ignores me and he refuses to say a single word to me until he isn't mad anymore. Sometimes this can last for two days or sometimes it will last about two months. The worst was six months. We live in the same house but he does not speak to me at all and refuses to be in the same room as me, so if he sees me in the kitchen he will go immediately to his room and slam the door shut and not come out until I leave. It is the most painful thing - to be ignored by someone who is supposed to love you.

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